I was up late tonight thinking about the course of events that happened this evening. I went to a small pond with a few friends where we just sat around and talked and enjoyed out time with one another. We realized at one point that we weren't the only ones who were at the pond. Up the small hill next to us was a group of people singing. After a while they came over and began talking with us. turns out they were from a youth group here in Omaha and they were just hanging out worshiping. We began all talking about our churches and the kinds of music we liked and began playing music again. It was awesome. The time spent with our new pond worship friends stirred something inside of me. I was raised a Christian and had fallen away a few years ago. although not many people knew that it was true. I was very good at going through "the motions" as people call it. As I drove home I began thinking about how far away from God I truly was. I got home and tired playing a song to God and I tired writing something about change or about Him and my mind was blank and I couldn't find the right melody at all. I became upset with myself that I couldn't do something I've done the past year. I couldn't write the words of how I felt.
I began this blog manly to get my thoughts out there. The next time you check it there may be something new or there may not. I'm not good with endings and right now honestly I don't have an ending for this post it's just my mind.
-Austin
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